Panic less definitely. The others I'm sure you can do. Don't "drown self in alcohol and after eights" as you claimed you did after sending The Infernal Family out to readers. Have confidence, because you have plenty to be confident about. I'd say of everyone on Young Writers Society you're the closest to getting published.
You'll get there. I'm excited to read your edited version of The Infernal Family and Ironbane already. 2010 will be a great writing year come what will :)